What It's Like Having a Job and Having a Mental Illness

Keeping a job and being successful with a job are two things that are difficult on a normal, every day basis. Throwing mental disorders into that while trying to juggle reality with not falling apart at work doesn't make the situation any better. I'm defintley on a down slope right now which makes sense why I'm feeling this way. It's just not easy being an indpendent adult when you're fighting your own mind.

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DO YOU KNOW WHAT LOVE IS?

So many questions and queries about love. That's been going on since the beginning of time. Why is it so complicated? Why are girls always searching for this non existent perfect guy and why are guys searching for this hassle free woman? Love is painted as something that should come easily when it's something difficult. Something to work on. It needs to be kneaded, molded, built and sustained.

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OUT OF THE DARKNESS

Mental illness isn't something anyone wants to talk about, even today. We've come so far as a society but the stigma attached to anyone who suffers from addiction, depression or anxiety is still strong. My life has been a rollercoaster of signs that ultimately have led me to the realization that I do suffer from mental illness. I've been at rock bottom and now I finally feel that I've risen above all my transgressions. I feel free.

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It's Time To Learn That We Never Stop Learning

I discuss the divide my father and I have been experiencing because of my career path but we finally find peace together. I'm crowned with the award "Starlet of the Year" during the 2015 Inked Awards. I talk about how porn and work ethic go hand in hand. I discuss my relationship, what it's like being in love and being in porn and we have a big announcment! I got to be back in NYC so of course I let you guys know how much that warmed my heart. 

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A hot topic in the adult industry: "Hot Girls Wanted"

There's a new documentary out on Netflix about pornography and the actresses within my industry. But this is anything but an unbiased documentary. It's loosly based on facts from the mouths of immature girls who have no business being in the adult film world. I set my frustrations to the side and give an educated review on the movie "Hot Girls Wanted".

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